serendipti's Diaryland Diary

4:06 p.m. - Monday, Jul. 11, 2005

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joy!!!

i just talked to one of the people whom i adore most in this world.....one of the only people I know who makes me feel like the way in whch i process this world does not make me a freak. She is extraordinary, and right now she has nothing but joy and love and gladness in her cup, which runneth over in abundance. As a result, I feel all these emotions expanding in my chest, or else it might be the GERD, I know not.
But either way, she just had a connection with another human being, the stuff of epic poems and novels....and she just told me all about it and it was like she just tagged me with an infectious ball of joy, because I feel like my happiness cannot be contained in this room. (part of why I am spreading it out over the net)

So she is one of the people I know who deserves unbounded joy, and I was so thrilled and taken aback that she had had a slice of just that, and the kind of joy that seems destined to multipy, not fizzle out after one great spark. And it is heartening, heartening to know that two perfect strangers can find in each other a kindred spirit. And maybe I need the infusion of that sort of hope right now, because I am in a 'would like to languish forever in my dashed dreams' mode, which, frankly, is getting old, and so to have her connect in such a joyous and profound way....it is just beautiful. And if you knew her, you would understand why I am gushing and gushing and gushing. Thank you, universe, for sending her this experience, for she will put an exponential on the goodness you send her way, and spread it to everyone like so much sunlight.

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