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10:15 p.m. - Sunday, Sept. 26, 2004

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diseases of the penis.....gimme a moment, will ya?

true, today I have been a complete and utter break-whore....I will admit to all that and more....but take a moment to consider that I need a minute, a chance to reflect, to take a deep breath and tell myself it is okay, before I proceed onto the the next chapter....to tell myself that this, truly, is what I most want in life, that sitting here, alone, in Boalt Library, at 10:17pm, is truly what I want to be doing with my life, as I proceed to read the subject heading of the first topic of this chapter:
Diseases of the Penis

yes folks, we are on the Male Reproductive System, and I cannot begin to express the joy coursing through my every capillary.

i escaped the library at around 5 o clock cuz I could not stand not having had any human connection for over 5 hours...I straight Boalted outta here (get it, Boalt Hall...bolted, but boalted...sorry) and went home to mommy and daddy and ate food and proceeded to watch this amazing boy on PBS called the Angel of Colombia who at age 8 started to take care of the old folks in his town, and now has an entire home for all these neglected abuelas and abuelos, as he calls them all.....mom, dad and I sat transfixed as we watched this documentary...it was unbelievable. See if it is playing again and watch it for krishnassakes. It is one of the most inspiring stories I have encountered in FOREVER.
Then I came back to the library, but not before having a difficult, hour long overdue convo with a friend about how hurt I had felt by her about a month or so back....I made her cry, and I felt bad about that, but I was not being mean, just honest, and somehow, a lot of those sorts of conversations seem to be something that somehow falls on me to have with people.....I can't be all fakey 'hey wassup' with someone if there is something that is bothering me....and although I had to study, I feel a lot better for having had the conversation, so I think it is worth it.
Okay, I have another hour and a half in this here joint....me and diseased penises (penisi?)
wish me luck

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